I rant now not because I want to, but because I NEED to. If I don't, I may end up smashing something or someone.
My job is hell. My job is absolute hell. Pestered about piss breaks, pestered about eating on the floor when I've seen plenty managers do it, double standards everywhere I look, some people who are over their breaks but aren't made to work the time back due to nepotism, changes made by the client so we start to do more and more work that other departments used to do and for no increase in money, taking off our floor support and forcing us to deal with managers who don't know what they're talking about because they don't receive the correct training, ridiculous concepts such as saying our services are superb to customers which sounds patronising to say the least, and when I made a post on Facebook I admit I should have left it.
I got so annoyed and had to put it up, complaining about the double standards involved and the more this company changes our job roles the shittier I feel. I'm on the edge here, if they start to include things like sales targets then I'm out. Thats it! A job should not be this horrible, it should not be about the shitty paycheck at the end of the month. Ash and my friends have seen what this job does to me, its actually making me a bastard. I apologise to everyone I do. This job for the past nearly two years has made me a horrible human being. Thats not right. So yeah, fuck this hole. Fuck it in the ass. I got asked to remove the post, which I did before. People were muttering and mumbling in here, which I was strangely proud of. Felt like I was stirring a revolution. I know its coming too, it has to be. None of us can put up with this crap anymore.
They told me I can't say anything about it online. But at any point here have I disclosed the company name? The client they work for? No? I didn't think so. FREE FUCKING SPEECH!! I'm doing it here coz I feel safer here, and I tell you what if they manage to find this post and tie it to me then they can ram their job so far up their arse that their heads burst!
Rant is over. For now. I'm sorry. I had to get all this out. I'm straining right now even as I type this out, this is not how a job is supposed to feel.
Most of all though I wanna apologise to
because she's the one who's put up with all my ranting and raving about the place. She's the one who was always my shoulder to cry on about my miseries. I'm sorry hun, I don't give you enough appreciation for all you do so please forgive this stubborn fool. XD; I love you so much my angel, thank you!