Hah, not made a proper journal since September 2016. My lack of presence here will likely not be all that shocking either, but I apologise nonetheless!
Particularly to artists who I'm just fave and running on. I am lazy, unfocused and easily distracted. I pick up a game or watch Youtube for hours on end and get very displaced from my art as well as being social. I see no reason to lie about, I'm just a lazy cunt.
I've had it a bit rough the last few months. Anxiety getting the best of me, taking some panic attacks in work and then dealing with the shitty government and the car we had due to Ash's current physical condition. Things have since improved: we have a new car and I'm on anti-depressants now as well as some beta blockers whenever I need to take them. It sucks fighting your own mind and really demoralising in general. I won't make excuses because I am legit a lazy bastard and I'm just sorry. I'm not here to bleed my heart out for all of you because I see no point in doing that. I'm just here to say I still think you're all wonderful people. The people whom I watch, the ones who watch me back, the ones who have put up with me all these years and the ones I've recently started to pester. I wish you all the best and I will try to be as active as I possibly can.
Art hasn't been touched in a while, that's putting it mildly. Playing a shit ton of games, mostly LoL matches, and getting back into Warhammer 40k again. May post pics of my armies when they look better. That's all. Thanks for listening!